I'm Still Here (2010 film)

In 2008, while rehearsing for a charity event, actor Joaquin Phoenix, with Casey Affleck's camera filming, tells people he is quitting acting to pursue a career in rap music. Over the next year, Phoenix writes, rehearses, and performs to an audience. He approaches Sean Combs in hopes he will produce the record. We see Phoenix in his home: he parties, smokes, balls out with his two-man entourage, debates philosophy with Affleck, and rants about celebrity.

The film premiered at the 67th Venice International Film Festival on September 6, 2010.[5] It had a limited release in the United States on September 10, 2010 before being expanded to a wide release a week later on September 17.[6] Although widely suspected to be a "mockumentary", the fact that the events of the film had been deliberately staged was not disclosed until after the film had been released.[3]

According to Phoenix, the film arose from his amazement that people believed reality television shows' claims of being unscripted. By claiming to retire from acting, he and his friend/brother-in-law Casey Affleck planned to make a film that "explored celebrity, and explored the relationship between the media and the consumers and the celebrities themselves" through their film.[7]

After surprising Hollywood by abruptly announcing his retirement in late 2008, allegedly in order to focus on his music,[8][9] Phoenix and Affleck began filming the documentary, which followed Phoenix as he began a career making hip-hop music while allegedly managed by rap icon Sean "Diddy" Combs.[10]

In May 2010, the film was shown to potential buyers. The Los Angeles Times reported that the film featured "more male frontal nudity than you'd find in some gay porn films and a stomach-turning sequence in which someone feuding with Phoenix defecates on the actor while he's asleep". Also, the film is said to depict Phoenix "snorting cocaine, ordering call girls, having oral sex with a publicist, treating his assistants abusively and rapping badly." Reportedly, after seeing it, film buyers were uncertain whether it was a serious documentary or a mockumentary.[11]

As of June 2020, the film holds a 54% approval rating on the review aggregator website Rotten Tomatoes, based on 130 reviews with an average rating of 5.48 out of 10. The site's critics consensus reads, "As unkempt and inscrutable as Joaquin Phoenix himself, I'm Still Here raises some interesting questions about its subject, as well as the nature of celebrity, but it fails to answer many of them convincingly."[12] On Metacritic, the film has a weighted average score of 48 out of 100 based on 33 critics, indicating "mixed or average reviews".[13] Critics were divided on whether to interpret the film as documentary or performance art.[14][15][16] Box Office Mojo reported a worldwide gross of $568,963 as of June 2011.[2]

An article in the Relevant Magazine suggested that the title is a reference to Todd Haynes' I'm Not There. [17]

• Official website
• I'm Still Here on IMDb
• I'm Still Here at the TCM Movie Database
• I'm Still Here at AllMovie
• I'm Still Here at Rotten Tomatoes
• I'm Still Here at Metacritic
• I'm Still Here at Box Office Mojo
• Joaquin Phoenix first interview (in regard to "I'm Still Here") with David Letterman Feb. 11, 2009
• Joaquin Phoenix second interview (in regard to "I'm Still Here") with David Letterman Sept. 22, 2010